Her: I need to talk to you sometime. [21:07 19/1/2011]

Me: Okay, I'm available today after 11am. Just let me know what works for you. Obviously, text will be more immediate. [05:30 20/1/2011]

Her: Umm... I have somethings that I needed to work on for my classes so... If you're not too busy Saturday afternoon We could me or if not I'll just email you what I wanted to say. Have a good day! [09:17 20/1/2011]

Me: I am not sure about my availability Saturday afternoon, Reanna had asked for my assistance in moving. She didn't specify a time but I don't imagine it taking all afternoon or foresee it even happening. However, I'd rather not be in suspense so I would appreciate if you told me via email. [11:06 20/1/2011]

Her: Ok, I don't know how to start this and I suck at expressing my feelings. So first, I wanted to apologize For just jumping up and leaving on tuesday. As of recently I've been having very mixed emotions about everything; my relationship with you and my marriage with Josh. I just didn't know how to deal with it. Its hard to have give up on a marriage that literally just begun 2 years ago and also, let go of a friendship like ours. I care so much about both of you but I've come to the realization that no matter how bad I want to be with you, I can't. Josh and i had a very long talk tuesday and i know that I do still care for him and i love him very much and I do want to stay married to him. So in order for him to get past this and move on with our lives, I can no longer be friends with you. I'm sorry that I got you involved in my mess, especially since you don't really have the experience in dealing with this kind of situation. I took advantage of that and came onto you when I knew that it was wrong. But It felt really good to be found attractive and liked . I'm so sorry...I know we've been through this before,but this time we have to go our separate ways, although I don't want to. I'm sad about the way things turned out but this was all my fault. And in order to repair my marriage with Josh This is what I have to do. I only hope the best for you and I pray you don't hate me. You will always have a piece of my heart. You and I have shared so many fun and memorable moments I'm sad we won't make new ones. But I know youll have someone in your life that will supersede anything I've ever had. So, please be happy, don't be scared to talk to other girls because you're smart and
handsome.I miss you terribly.... Take care okay..... XOXOXO

Love always,
Nicole [Married Name] [14:44 20/1/2011]