I keep asking myself "Why me?" and getting depressed, self defeatist, general bitch ad nauseaum. I know it won't solve anything and I am probably compounding the problem by taking the time to write about it but feel it may be worth sharing. I'm sure it's all in my head, but it feels as though I just can never catch a break or maybe I only pay attention to the bad. I know there are people far worse off than me and that I am fortunate, don't get me wrong. All this considered, why me?

Why the Crohn's/Lymphocytic colitis?
>Why the fibrosis of the liver?
>Why the endoscopy?
>Why the low residue diet?
>Why the fasted blood work?
Why the vague scapular sensation?

Boo fucking hoo.